Secret hookup sex

And how do I figure out if I’m bi or gay, just for my own personal peace? I’m getting a lot of update requests, and Danny just headed home so I figured I’d go ahead and post. First I wanted to say thanks to everybody who commented, you all really helped me calm down and stop overthinking everything. When Danny showed up we were both really nervous and awkward at first.EDIT: He just texted me back and asked if he could come over. I was really scared to say anything, but I broke the tension by telling him how much I had enjoyed the night before.Feeling confused and don’t know where to go from here.Some background for the situation: I’ve known my friend Danny, the friend in question, since we were 14.After all this heavy conversation we decided to play some CS: GO together like we usually do but we ended up in bed together instead. We haven’t told anyone yet, but decided not to go out of our way to keep it a secret.Afterwards we talked some more and discussed the possibility of a relationship. The area we live in is reasonably tolerant and neither of our parents are anti-gay, which I am grateful for.It was like my mind switched gears in the middle of it and all of a sudden I was so turned on by him.

I don’t look at porn often but when I do it’s usually women, but I’ve never met a woman irl that I was actually attracted to.It’s funny, I didn’t really think of myself as coming onto him but I definitely made that statement hoping something would come of it…Anyway I told him that first and foremost I valued our friendship and wanted to stay friends whatever happened between us. He asked me if I was okay with working out our feelings together (read: having sex until we figure out how we feel) and I told him yes.I thought it was because I have high standards, but what if it’s because I’m not into women? I was super horny this morning, I’ve jerked off three times already today and I tried to think about women and look at straight porn but my mind kept drifting back to Danny’s body, Danny’s dick, Danny with his mouth around me. I texted him earlier, just a simple “Hey” and I haven’t gotten anything back yet. I would really love advice regarding what to say to him when I talk to him next.It’s crazy because I’ve never once felt attraction to a man before, never noticed guys in a sexual way at all, but now all I can think about is him. I want to continue to explore my relationship with him, but I don’t want to scare him off by coming on too strong. Does anybody else that’s been in a situation like this have any advice to offer? How can I salvage our friendship if it turns out that he doesn’t feel the same way as me?Anyway, at the end of high school we all went to different colleges across the country for different reasons.Danny and I both came back to our hometown for the summer, but my best friend and his best friend both stayed at their schools to work and take summer classes and such.You can find much more information about your privacy choices in our privacy policy.Even if you choose not to have your activity tracked by third parties for advertising services, you will still see non-personalized ads on our site.I’m really worried that this will fuck up our friendship. What if he’s been scoping me out this whole time, waiting for his chance to pounce? Also if he decides he doesn’t want to be around me anymore, I’m going to be alone for the rest of the summer. And then what happens if we do decide to get together, become a couple. I’m looking for any general advice regarding sexuality and figuring yourself out as well.tl;dr: Thought I was straight, ended up engaging in mutual oral sex with a friend that I also thought was straight.